Horse Aneurysm Life Issues. Really Depressed.?
Life issues. Really depressed.? - horse aneurysm
Ok this is long.
Well, I'm 17 and I'm shy and sensitive, but showed no emotion. Although I am sometimes funny. I spent most of my life depressed. I am a cutter, from Grade 6, I have scars everywhere. I was on medication for relief of pain, but nothing works. He tried to commit suicide a few months ago he began to sing to my best friend. If you only rarely speaks to me since I started to date his girlfriend (a few months ago, I had tried to kill), and cuts me off. She says she is busy, but I do not know. We talked every day, but now no longer fulfill any of my texts, and told me to stop being a pus * y when I'm sad and talk. I was and I am there for her when she needs me. AndI feel so alone, never had a friend, I'm ugly, fat and stupid. I have no future, and born to fail. My mother hates me and supported my brother, the biggest *** I know. I do not know what I do now, I talk more cares, no one around me, I feel lonely, depressed, and all the scars that will never love me? Can anyone help? Does it make sense to survive. The only thing was what I like best of all died two years ago, I stopped for an hour, and he died of a cerebral aneurysm. It meant everything to me to hear, I see only the contact, being loved, he taught me everything my best friend. He was the smartest horse each heard / know. And I killed him, under stress, and had the aneurysm.
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1 comments:
If you have a friend I'm here ... You can talk to me every day if desired. Just do not consider suicide at some point have to stop and now it is necessary to release the best friend of the accused and all the people who you feel miserable. also to the value and do not remember who called himself as a [once], you know ... You should know that it will be years before him and the life to go much better at the end. .. to give a little extra time to time. I suggest you consider suicide again. No, I do not know what to say because I say all the bad things that have happened to you ... I would say give a chance to even things good. I am also 17 years and have been through a lot and I have never been crossed by the idea of killing myself. I want to help a social psychologist and the people ... I am in school and have no friends ... No, I have a best friend ... Anyways ... You can send us an email and I can help ... but please do not re-think of murdering ... Never juliar_16@hotmail.com ....[]
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